| Finals are the worst thing to ever happen. I seriously think I'm going to explode. I'm taking all four of my finals and a test that was scheduled for last Thurs. got postponed until today....which no longer included a review b/c that was cancelled as well. That sucks b/c it would have really helped out my grade. Anyway, enough about me hating school and wanting to drop out. Sunday is our company party. I'm excited b/c I get to see Nick whom I've kept blowing off b/c I've been so busy. He really is a nice guy. He is so smart too. I really don't know what my problem is. I swear. Any great guy that comes along I just dismiss as a romantic interest. Maybe subconsciously I want to keep a good frienship going forever. I have more guy friends than any chick. Granted, I'm somewhat of a tomboy, but it's rediculous. And the guys I DO go for.......wow. I just found out ANOTHER guy I had a crush on is gay. That makes atleast 2 with others still left in question. What is up with that? The guys I feel like I can relate to and are really good looking are gay. And the other guys I go for are assholes. People like me don't deserve to be in a relationship. I'm the reason nice guys finish last. |
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